Nothing,nowhere. - I'm Sorry, I'm Trying

I'm sorry that i can't get out of bed
I'm sorry that my heads always a mess
I'm sorry that I missed your call
Gor the third time in a row
I promise that I care much more than I show

Don't get carried away, no
I'll only let you down

Certain circumstances got me feeling low
Don't take it personally

Talk some sense into me
I've been feeling senseless
Acting selfish
Hate myself so fucking much
I'm out of touch
But I can see through all the lies
That they've been selling me
Quit telling me you know they know what's best for me
My patience being tested see

In the parking lot of the high school
That I went to
Thought I hated it
But its real shit when your friends leave
And you're back home
With the same dreams
On the same street
All of the things that I've taken for granted
Is now everything that I wish hadn't ended
All that I hated is now what I miss
Ain't that a bitch

I'm sorry that I can't get out of bed
I'm sorry that my heads always a mess
I'm sorry that I missed your call
For the third time in a row
I promise that I care much more than I show